Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition often begin with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”.

The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.

Official guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.

But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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